I need to do something new and different.

Right now, I am feeling trapped.  It is the same problems over and over again.  I realize that there isn't much I can do about it.  This computer is my safety net so to speak.  Typing and chatting with others over the computer has been of help during the worst of times for me.  It has helped me to cope with what was going on with me.  It calmed my thoughts down and now that I am close to being healed, I can think on other things.  I love using the computer, no doubt, but it has become more of a crutch than anything else.