I realize that I take too much time worrying about what to watch in terms of secular entertainment. I read back and reflected on some of my thoughts. I realize that it is annoying that I have thoughts of the same thing over and over. I feel like I have often been led by something that is not godly. That was a sign of what I need and don't need to do. I spent so much time being led by something else that I didn't realize what was really happening. It was leading me to compulsions and thus contribute to avoidance. I realize that life is not a fairytale, though at times I wish it were. But reality in this world will not in my belief, last much longer. If only I knew. No movie or tv show will allow me to not think about the realities of this time and in the near future. That is a real life film that I would like to star in.
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