There isn't much I can say or write today, but I will try. Sage should very well be my obsessive thought. Just when I think it has faded, it keeps coming back. I am writing this at the risk of putting some people off. I remember I was listening to this song by Jaci Velasquez and even then I had a crush on his father Sly Stallone. Sly looks okay, but I thought he looked better when he was young. He was kind of cute in the first two Rocky movies. I felt that he didn't need to change his looks, but that is not my business and is not my concern. He is a grown man who is going to do what he wants to do. Anyways, about Sage. It was so random. It was strange because why would I be obsessed over someone who has passed? I know that it sounds mean, but sadly, I never got to meet him, much less know him. By all that I have read, he wasn't just a pretty face. He, by those accounts, was a nice person. Well, I can't find any tabloid articles of him falling out of vehicles, assaulting someone, or have been in a scandal. So, could he have been a rare celebrity or someone who was low-key? The truth is, I will never know.
Why do I have a crush that turned into an obsession with Sage Stallone? I have questioned myself because, well, I realize that I will have theories, but I will never find those answers that I so "seek". The truth is that I have finally realized today that this crush on Sage Stallone is actually similar to an obsessive thought. I realize that I can still overcome it, but it may take a while. My obsessive thoughts tend to be about celebrities, other people's opinions, weight, morality, and religion. Sage Stallone was the cute kid from "Rocky V". He was also the handsome young man from "Daylight". I had no clue about the rest of his career until after his death. If only I have known him. If only I met him. I will never know and I will have to see that it doesn't matter.
All I know is that a young man with promise is no longer with us. I look at his grave and it is quite sobering. It is so sad because he should be here just like the rest of us. The same could be said about other people, famous or average everyday citizens, who were loved and respected. His death is quite sad and seemingly quite lonely. I cannot nor do I ever want to imagine leaving this earth alone, or that is how it seems I have to look it up. I see the look in his eyes and he seemed mostly down, if not a bit sad. He is one of those people who come across as someone who you would give a hug because he looked so sad. If only he was around to tell his life's story and continue on with his work. However, I have to realize that he is no longer with us. Wow. It is sad. Wow. May he rest in peace.
Why do I have a crush that turned into an obsession with Sage Stallone? I have questioned myself because, well, I realize that I will have theories, but I will never find those answers that I so "seek". The truth is that I have finally realized today that this crush on Sage Stallone is actually similar to an obsessive thought. I realize that I can still overcome it, but it may take a while. My obsessive thoughts tend to be about celebrities, other people's opinions, weight, morality, and religion. Sage Stallone was the cute kid from "Rocky V". He was also the handsome young man from "Daylight". I had no clue about the rest of his career until after his death. If only I have known him. If only I met him. I will never know and I will have to see that it doesn't matter.
All I know is that a young man with promise is no longer with us. I look at his grave and it is quite sobering. It is so sad because he should be here just like the rest of us. The same could be said about other people, famous or average everyday citizens, who were loved and respected. His death is quite sad and seemingly quite lonely. I cannot nor do I ever want to imagine leaving this earth alone, or that is how it seems I have to look it up. I see the look in his eyes and he seemed mostly down, if not a bit sad. He is one of those people who come across as someone who you would give a hug because he looked so sad. If only he was around to tell his life's story and continue on with his work. However, I have to realize that he is no longer with us. Wow. It is sad. Wow. May he rest in peace.
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